#4 he drew first position… with a marksman rigor, as he fiddled with the trigger.. .Can’t believe how long I waited to see this.. Thanks Disney + this musical has been a huge piece of my life and my families life for the last few years… be it them singing the sound track in the van, or wanting to see it and it was out of our budget. Finally, I can see how it was originally meant to be shown.. it’s amazing.. I want my kids to see it.. I want my friends to see it.. I want to sign out loud the words that make history. I’m not giving away my shot..
What’s it take to build a house.. I don’t know.. but follow my journey..
Design.. is the first step.. The inside and the outside.. Below you’ll see one of the first drafts of the interior, with one of the final drafts of the exterior. The interior has come a long way since this initial drawing. In my next post I’ll walk through my design process and how we got to where we are now.
What can you say for an update? Literally, everything fun to do has been closed for months.. no movies.. no bars.. no music.. no fun.. I find myself washing my car 3-4 times per month now.. I’ve gotten pretty good at it.. 1 weekend I’ll clean and wax, the next weekend I’ll do the interior.. then rinse and repeat!
So much fun huh?
That’s it really.. looking at the world from the outside you think to yourself.. “Am I worthy of what I deserve?” or hell, even what I think I want or need.. those are the things that eat at your insides.. day in and day out.. it’s a curse really.. or a blessing? But I do know that sometimes it just hurts.. You invest so much, over time.. just to see it pool and wash away.. self doubt drives you after that and it’s extremely hard to overcome.
Fourteen years have seen us be partners, but today we celebrate twelve years as husband and wife. My heart still holds onto that thin, thread bare string that connects our hearts together. Hoping that my mind can overcome the faults which drive us this way.