Separation Anxiety

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Dec 312018

Separation Anxiety

Being alone, is worse when there is nothing to get you by.
Confused state of mind, not getting better over time.
Broken down, without much to look forward to, always going backwards, slipping.
Dazzled in blindness, I didn’t want to see it coming, it still felt sharp when you told me.

Breaking ties, one at a time, some letters missing, calling things different. Not a big deal in your eyes.
Every cut, every nick separates the feelings we had, our time so long to build, easy to tear down.
I just hope that there’s more to me than a broken spirit, that can learn to live.
Belonging, and hoping, love will.

Creative delight, insight into my blight.
My nervous bite, that leaves me less than me.

My hopes, my dreams are uneven and not in this light
You’re not looking forward to what could be.

 Posted by at 6:21 pm

Saying Goodbye to an old friend… TheGamer

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Sep 102018

Today (or rather this week) I

say goodbye to an old friend. TheGamer! She was a  beauty of a PC.. I purchased her in 2011, almost 8 years ago. I also replaced her original motherboard with one that I could finally overclock and  took her from 3.4Ghz to 4.43Ghz. She was a dream of a computer  after replacing parts as needed.  I transition now to an I7-7700K with a GTX 1080 and two 4k Monitors.


 (Video of PC on and running)

  • Fractal Design Arc Midi R2 Black Window High-Airflow ATX Midtower Case
  • ASUS P8Z77-M PRO LGA 1155 Intel Z77 Motherboard
  • 16GB Corsair RAM (4×4)
  • Intel i5-2500K 3.3Ghz Over Clocked @4.443GHz
  • Thermaltake Water 2.0 Performer C 120mm AIO Liquid Cooling System CPU Cooler
  • 2 Corsair Air Series SP120 Quiet Edition (In Push/Pull)
  • ASUS GeForce GTX 1060 DUAL-GTX1060-O6G 6GB
  • EVGA SuperNOVA 850 B2, 80+ BRONZE 850W, Semi Modular Power Supply
  • 250GB – Samsung 840 Series Solid State Drive (Windows OS Drive)
  • Western Digital Blue 500GB 7200 RPM SATA 6 Gb/s 16MB Cache Desktop Hard Disk Drive
  • Hitachi Deskstar 1 Terabyte (1TB) SATA/300 7200RPM 32MB Hard Drive
  • DVD-R CD ROM w/ Lightscribe
  • 6 — 140MM Case Fans (1 Corsair, 1 NZXT Blue LED, 3x White Fractal Design Fans, 1 Thermal Take)
  • RGB 2pcs 30 LEDs 50cm LED Strip Light with Multi-Function RF Remote Controller


Gallery of Images!


 Posted by at 8:05 pm

Repainting Chewbacca A SOLO Star Wars Story

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May 242018

….and I’m back! Yes.. with the release of SOLO and the new Black Series Young Chewbacca (190 yr/old) I thought I would repaint him.. so.. without further banter.. I give you.. “Before” and “After”..


 Posted by at 5:06 pm

Custom Desert Landspeeder TFA

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Feb 202018

Jakku Raider Speeder


The Jakku Raider Speeder was a landspeeder built from scavenged parts that was then customized to survive harsh desert terrains. It was white in color, with two steering vanes at the front, and the engines on either side of the rear. The driver’s seat was located between the engines, next to a single passengers seat and beneath a corroded sunshield and rollbar.


In the year 34 ABY, the Jakku Raider Speeder drove past Niima Outpost on Jakku just as the scavenger Rey and the astromech droid BB-8 were arriving together. The outpost was attacked shortly afterwards by the First Order military faction, who were searching for BB-8.

Behind the scenes

The Jakku Raider Speeder was created for the film Star Wars: Episode VII The Force Awakens,which was released in North America on December 18, 2015. It was first seen by the public in toy form as part of the The Force Awakens toy line made by Hasbro Inc. and released as part of the “Force Friday” promotional event on September 4, 2015. The toy was simply titled “Desert Landspeeder” and included a detachable laser cannon located above the steering vanes.

The speeder also appears in a promotional video made exclusively for Facebook for the film.

The speeder then received its full name in the reference book Star Wars: The Force Awakens: The Visual Dictionary, which was written by Pablo Hidalgo and released in conjunction with the film. The speeder also appeared in various other tie-ins to the film, including the Jakku Spy[8] and LEGO Star Wars: The Force Awakens non-canon video games, the latter of which included it as an unlockable vehicle the player could ride.


The Repaint!

So working on something like this is always awesome. I find that vehicles which do not make big appearances in the films can get a much broader interpretation when it comes to repainting and customizing. I believe that in this particular case I’m going to re-paint the vehicle and perhaps apply some light modification (bits and stuff) I started the project out by taking the vehicle apart and apply a base coast of Krylon plastic paint. I used a flat drag brown/olive for the base.


Here is the before and after for the rear of the speeder to show color and paint coverage.






Finally, here is a dry assembly fit prior to painting and a stock photo of the toy from Amazon.






I plan to hand paint some of the smaller bits like the seat, steering/console, weapons and rear exhaust fins.

Of course, the toy looks nothing like the movie version (which I’ll try to get a better pick of)






Next update will come after the body has dried!

Thank you!


 Posted by at 10:12 am