Jul 032020

That’s it really.. looking at the world from the outside you think to yourself.. “Am I worthy of what I deserve?” or hell, even what I think I want or need.. those are the things that eat at your insides.. day in and day out.. it’s a curse really.. or a blessing? But I do [–READ MORE–]

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Where I….

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Feb 202019
Where I....

Fourteen years have seen us be partners, but today we celebrate twelve years as husband and wife. My heart still holds onto that thin, thread bare string that connects our hearts together. Hoping that my mind can overcome the faults which drive us this way.

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Changing, Staying in Love

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Feb 072019
Changing, Staying in Love

When you look inside my heart, what do you see there now? is it blackened like the start? or is it shaped like a star. Wanting to lead you home,.Didn’t want to see you go.My feelings have never changed,But it doesn’t mean I’m the same. Perfect is the word you used to describe your pain.You [–READ MORE–]

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Separation Anxiety

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Dec 312018

Separation Anxiety Being alone, is worse when there is nothing to get you by. Confused state of mind, not getting better over time. Broken down, without much to look forward to, always going backwards, slipping. Dazzled in blindness, I didn’t want to see it coming, it still felt sharp when you told me. Breaking ties, [–READ MORE–]

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